Wednesday, June 08, 2005
fought with my 2nd bro ytd night.argued with my mother just now.nearly fought.
she cried.
i cried.
she hit herself with the remote controller.
i begged her to stop.
she packed her clothes.
she left without a word.
Life's really tough.it's too much for me to handle and settle everything all by myself.i've tried my best to think from your point of view.but can't you just spare a thought for me and my studies?i would really appreciate it if you can do it.
sorry mummy!
I may slip away from your arms someday.
And die.
God, can you please stop torturing me this way?
It's too much for me.
My heart's aching.
There's no other better path in my life.
It's just this.
Mummy's great.
She gave the family her best.
Daddy did too.
Bros did it too.
I'm the only one to be blamed.
I'm really sorry.
Sincerely.
Lovin' y'all,
till my heart stop beating.
9:19 AM